Mind games seemed to be my interest for a few months now. I always had it, but it took this incident to bring focus to the games people play. I came to realize a few things. If you are dedicating your mind to a person, its only then that they can play mind games with you. Actually its then that anything they do become mind games. And no matter how hard you try, and what stunts you pull, you can never be important in a person’s life, if they don’t want.
At this point, it will only take a miracle or amnesia or some divine intervention for him to have the remotest feelings for me. Doesn’t matter what I employ as weapons to get his attention. Over shower him with attention, avoid him completely, bitch about him, destroy all evidence of interaction with him, and then regret and work at recreating them or even trying not to give him any mind space. None work, whatsoever.
The sad part is, I have let him play his mind games. Actually I have let what ever he does to transform into mind games that matter to me so much. There is also a good side to it. This sure tells me that my mind is working. Fine or not, not for me to care.
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14/08/06 @ 13:19